PLUS...I don't know if you've noticed but I've been more active with the Etsy boutique and have had NUMEROUS orders that been keeping me busy. No excuses though since I hate them but that's kinda what I've been up too.
Two days ago, I had a conversation/debate/argument with my family about how I treat them, how they perceive my future and everything in between. Ugh...those kind of conversations wear me out. I'm a girl yes, but sometimes (most times) I approach things as a man would do. Which means I don't approach or address serious topics at all. Sigh. After some tears, some open honesty and a couple of hugs things are back in order.
When I got home, I attempted to go into my normal hibernation (my bed, DVR and Google Reader) but since it was a nice evening, I grabbed a pen and paper, some candles and a blanket and headed to the back yard. Since I was already in the mind frame of self evaluation, I concentrated my thoughts on the person I am...the person I want to be and the tasks I need to accomplish to get there.
[This was the spread....perfectly calm.]
[And you know this one wasn't too far away]
Here are some things I wrote down...
The person I am:
The person I want to be:
-trustworthy with other's feelings
but most importantly I want to be enough.
What I need to do to get there:
-even though I already curve my tongue...curve it some more
-but most IMPORTANTLY maintain/strengthen my relationship with God
ANYWAY..I'm sure that's a lot to handle for a design blog but like I said in the beginning, I really want you guys to know the person behind this brand.